After 11 years in Soviet prisons I was finally brought to a room filled with high-ranking Soviet officials. "Swine!"’ a KGB commander shouted. "This Jew is expelled from his homeland and he is happy!" "Russia is not my homeland." I answered. "The opposite. You are expelling me from a foreign land to Israel, the Homeland of my People."

Interview with former Prisoner of Zion, Rabbi Yosef Mendelevich, now Instructor of Jewish Studies at Yeshiva Machon Meir.

By Tzvi Fishman

As everyone knows, the Hebrew word Pesach means “to pass over.” Therefore, in
English, the holiday of Pesach is called Passover. This reminds us how Hashem
“passed over” the houses of the Jews when He smote the firstborn Egyptians in
the land of Egypt, thus bringing the Children of Israel out from oppression and
bondage to freedom. The word Pesach has another meaning as well. The Hebrew
word peh means “mouth,” and the word sach means “to speak.” Thus, on Pesach,
we speak about the miracles which Hashem performed for us at the time of our
redemption from Egypt, as He led us toward national freedom in Eretz Yisrael.
Our Sages teach that on Seder night, it is praiseworthy to recall other miracles of
our history, the times when we witnessed the “outstretched hand” of Hashem in
the life of our Nation, and in our own private lives.

In recent times, one such heroic saga of freedom is how the Jews of Russia
escaped from a terrible bondage and oppression in the Soviet Union, under a
cruel Communist dictatorship which was determined to eradicate Judaism. Just a
hundred years ago, Russia was the center of world Jewry, with many great
yeshivot and famous Torah Gedolim. But under the evil Soviet regime, Torah
learning was banned, and Torah scrolls were burnt, along with tefillin, prayer
books, and holy Jewish texts. Synagogues and yeshivot were closed. Any Jew
caught observing the Torah’s holidays and commandments could be imprisoned
for years. Jews lived in fear of the KGB, Russia’s secret police, which had
undercover agents and informers everywhere. Within a generation, the Torah was
nearly forgotten. Only the most dedicated and daring continued to learn from
books they had hidden, at the risk of severe punishment. Jews who wanted to
emigrate to the Jewish homeland were denied permission to leave Russia. For
them, darkness spread over their lives, as deep as the darkness of Egypt.
Among the six-million Jews who lived in Russia, there arose a small Jewish
underground resistance. They met clandestinely to learn about Jewish Tradition,
the Land of Israel, and how to speak Hebrew. A small group even tried to hijack an

airplane and escape to the State of Israel. They were arrested on the runway and
brought to trial in Leningrad. News of their plight spread through the Jewish
world, igniting the “Struggle to Free Soviet Jewry.” One of them, a young man
named Yosef Mendelevich, was sentenced to twelve years in prison. His incredible
dedication to Torah, under the harshest conditions, and his unwavering dream of
reaching the Land of Israel, even when he was thrown into solitary confinement
for weeks on end in a tiny, cold cell in the Gulag, at the furthest ends of Siberia, is
one of the most heroic stories of our times. On several occasions, he conducted
long hunger strikes to protest his not being allowed to wear a kippah, study Torah
and to keep its commandments. Today, he teaches at the Machon Meir Yeshiva
in Jerusalem. With the Festival of Freedom approaching, I asked
him to share some of his memories.

When the holiday candles are lit in your home today do you have any special recollections of your incarceration in Soviet prisons?

For most people, lighting the Sabbath and holiday candles is a simple thing to do,
but in Soviet Russia, it was almost impossible. With the rise of Communism, the
authorities cracked down on Judaism. Nonetheless, if a Jew dared, in the privacy
of his own home, or in some dark basement, under the risk of being seen and
apprehended, he could secretly pray, study from a Chumash he kept hidden, or
light the Sabbath candles. But in prison, such behavior was out of the question. A
prisoner has no privacy at all. Guards are posted in the prison corridors, just
outside of the cells, to keep careful watch. Often, prisoners themselves become
informers on their fellow inmates, in order to gain special privileges. I decided
that this wouldn’t prevent me from doing the things that a proud Jew must do,
even though the authorities attempted, again and again, in ruthless and
unrelenting ways, to break my determination and spirit.

I don’t imagine that the prison guards handed out candles and matches before
Shabbat to the Jewish inmates. What could you do?

My first Shabbat in prison, I asked the guards to bring me a mop and bucket of
water so I could clean up the mess in my cell, in honor of the holy Sabbath day.
While I was scrubbing the walls, I felt something sharp. There was a nail in the
wall. Yanking it out, I used it to scratch out the outlines of two Sabbath candles on

the stark cement. Remembering the blessing from a postcard which an
underground friend had received from Israel, I closed my eyes in concentration
and recited the blessing out loud. When I opened my eyes, I saw two flames
flickering from the wicks I had drawn! How happy I was! Swirling around, I began
to dance and sing, ‘David, King of Israel, lives and endures! Am Yisrael chai! Am
Yisrael chai!’ In my ecstasy, if felt as if King David was dancing with me in the cell.
As darkness enveloped the prison outside the tiny cell window by the ceiling, the
Sabbath lights glowing from my drawing on the wall ignited a great flame in my
heart. ‘Am Yisrael chai!’

You were raised in a secular home. How did you become so determined to keep
the Torah?

Before our trial, my interrogators tried to convince me to squeal on other Jews in
the Jewish Underground Movement, whereupon they could be arrested as
traitors to the Soviet regime. Of course, I refused.
‘Mendelevich, don’t be a fool,’ the investigator told me. ‘You are still a young
man. You have your whole life ahead of you. Don’t throw it away. Give us the
names of the other members of your group, admit that you made a mistake in
betraying your Motherland, and we will lighten your sentence. Otherwise, you
may be sentenced to spend the rest of your life in prison, or even be executed.’
I kept silent, unwilling to betray fellow Jews.
‘You are a Russian,’ the investigator continued. ‘You were educated as a Russian.
Give up your foolish insistence on being a Jew and on immigrating to Israel. There
is no G-d. Your Torah is just a make-believe fairytale that no enlightened Russian
can accept, and you will only suffer for your stubborn rebellion.’
‘I am a Jew, and I am proud to be Jewish,’ I answered, not flinching from the look
of hate in his eyes. ‘It is true that I was born in Russia, but my Motherland is
Israel. And the laws of the Torah are the laws that I must follow, not the unjust
and immoral laws of the Soviet State.’
The interrogator growled and sent me back to my cell. I felt a great turmoil inside
of me, enraged that the Russian authorities were trying to strip me of my Jewish
identity. I sensed that I must hang on to my Jewishness at all costs. If not, they
would succeed in breaking me, and turning me into a traitor to my friends and to the Jewish People. But, I had a problem which seemed even more insurmountable
than the bars of my cell, the hostile interrogators, the uncaring guards, and the
frightening dogs that patrolled the perimeters of the exercise yards. I knew very
little about Judaism – just things that I had gleaned from our underground
meetings. Confronted with beatings and arrests, Jews were afraid to act like Jews.
But here and there, I had learned some things from my father and uncle. There
were no Sabbath candles at home, the holidays came and passed with little
celebration, and I hardly knew how to pray, or to Whom I was praying to. But
now, in defiance of my prison captors and the evil Soviet government that wanted
to stamp out the faith of our People, I understood that I had to act like a Jew in
every way that I could, just like Jews had throughout history, from generation to
generation, in defiance of endless persecution, from the time of our slavery in
Egypt, up to the bondage of my brothers and sisters in Russia, decent peace-
loving people who were treated as criminals if they wanted to keep the Torah and
return to their own Jewish Homeland in Israel.

Didn’t your family celebrate Pesach when you were young?

Not for most of my childhood. My father wasn’t a believer. Even though he was a
steadfast Communist, he was arrested for being a Jew and imprisoned for two
years. My mother died of heartbreak. When my father returned and Pesach
arrived, he decided to hold the rudiments of a Seder. He said he had attending a
few Seder Nights at the home of my mother’s parents in the early years of their
marriage. We didn’t have a Haggadah, so he told us about Jewish History from the
time of Avraham, through the Exodus from Egypt, until the establishment of the
State of Israel. This was my father’s way of observing the mitzvah, “And you shall
teach your children.” All of the saga was a big revelation for me. Growing up, I
knew nothing about Judaism or Jewish History. So I guess you can that Seder
Night was the spark which triggered my Jewish awakening.

I know that you managed to procure matzah, raison wine, and bitter herbs in
order to organize a Pesach Seder in prison with your cellmates. You relate the
story in a book you wrote, which has recently become available in English at
Amazon Books, “A Hero of Jewish Freedom.” Let’s jump forward to your own
personal Exodus and freedom after eleven years in Siberian work camps and
prisons. How did it transpire?

After prison authorities confiscated my Chumash and Siddur, I went on a hunger
strike for 55 days until they returned the books to me. After recovering in what
was called a medical clinic, I was sent back to the prison factory, hauling coils of
heavy wire weighing 60 kilos. At the end of one work day, two officials appeared
in the barracks and told me to pack my belongings because I was being
transferred. Handcuffed, I was driven away in a jeep through a dark forest,
squeezed between an armed KGB agent and a huge guard dog, panting as if it
couldn’t wait to get a taste of my bones. No one bothered to explain where we
were headed. I was confident they wouldn’t kill me because my struggle had
become well known in the West. I figured I was going to be interrogated as a
disobedient political prisoner. After a long train ride and an almost equally long
airplane flight, I was driven to some prison and left alone in a cell. After a nervous
two weeks, I was once again told to pack my belongings. This time I was led to a
large office in the prison where a small squadron of KGB captains and generals
were sitting. One held up a large piece of paper and read aloud: ‘Decision of the
Supreme Soviet Council. In light of the criminal and anti-Soviet behavior of the
exceedingly dangerous prisoner, Yosef Mendelevich, the Supreme Soviet Council
has decided to cancel the criminal’s Soviet citizenship and to expel him from the
boundaries of the Soviet Union.’ After a startled moment, I exclaimed, ‘Baruch
‘What did you say?’
‘I thanked G-d for the miracle he has done for me,’ I replied.
‘Swine!’ he shouted. ‘He is expelled from his homeland and he is happy!’
‘Russia is not my homeland. The opposite,’ I told them. “You are expelling me
from a foreign land to the Homeland of my People.’
When I left the room, my handcuffs were removed, and I was driven to the airport
with an escort of motorcycles like an important person. I felt like Yosef in Egypt
who was taken from prison, dressed in clean garb, and brought before the king.
Before boarding the airplane, I said to the KGB commander, ‘Eleven years ago, the
KGB arrested me on an airport runway to prevent me from leaving for Israel. Now
you have brought me to this airport to make sure I depart. And tens of thousands
like me will follow. You should admit that you made a mistake.’

‘We didn’t know you people have such unbreakable spirit and resolve,’ he said.
Agents led me to the airplane before I could answer, not that he would have
understood what I wanted to tell him. It wasn’t only the spirit of the Prisoners of
Zion, and the resolve of the people throughout the Free World who supported
our struggle, that brought down the Iron Curtain. Just like in the Exodus from
Egypt, the power came from our Father in Heaven and from clinging to His Torah.



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